{"id":793,"date":"2023-11-12T18:40:28","date_gmt":"2023-11-12T21:40:28","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/textos.bichoreactor.com.ar\/?page_id=793"},"modified":"2023-11-12T18:53:41","modified_gmt":"2023-11-12T21:53:41","slug":"hasta-hoy","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/textos.bichoreactor.com.ar\/index.php\/hasta-hoy\/","title":{"rendered":"Hasta Hoy"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div class=\"wp-block-stackable-columns alignfull stk-block-columns stk-block stk-b5ccdb4 stk-block-background stk--has-background-overlay\" data-block-id=\"b5ccdb4\"><style>.stk-b5ccdb4{background-color:#000000 !important;background-image:url(https:\/\/textos.bichoreactor.com.ar\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/10\/41454194-seamless-pattern-with-hand-drawn-books.jpg) !important;padding-top:230px !important;padding-bottom:0px !important;margin-bottom:0px !important}.stk-b5ccdb4:before{background-color:#000000 !important;opacity:0.8 !important}@media screen and (max-width:999px){.stk-b5ccdb4{padding-top:180px !important}}<\/style><div class=\"stk-row stk-inner-blocks stk-block-content stk-content-align stk-b5ccdb4-column\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-stackable-column stk-block-column stk-column stk-block stk-871f4f1\" data-v=\"4\" data-block-id=\"871f4f1\"><style>.stk-871f4f1-container{margin-top:0px !important;margin-right:0px !important;margin-bottom:0px !important;margin-left:0px !important}.stk-871f4f1{align-items:center !important;margin-top:-100px !important;display:flex !important}<\/style><div class=\"stk-column-wrapper stk-block-column__content stk-container stk-871f4f1-container stk--no-background stk--no-padding\"><div class=\"stk-block-content stk-inner-blocks stk-871f4f1-inner-blocks\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-stackable-text stk-block-text stk-block stk-8677478\" data-block-id=\"8677478\"><style>.stk-8677478{margin-bottom:4px !important;opacity:0.4 !important}.stk-8677478 .stk-block-text__text{color:var(--theme-palette-color-8,#ffffff) !important;font-weight:700 !important;text-transform:uppercase !important}<\/style><p class=\"stk-block-text__text has-text-color has-palette-color-8-color has-text-align-center\">BICHO REACTOR<\/p><\/div>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-stackable-heading stk-block-heading stk-block-heading--v2 stk-block stk-15a1637\" id=\"hasta-hoy-particion-en-3-partes-cronologicamente-ordenadas-de-lo-inevitable-y-redundante\" data-block-id=\"15a1637\"><style>.stk-15a1637{margin-bottom:31px !important}.stk-15a1637 .stk-block-heading__text{font-size:70px !important;color:var(--theme-palette-color-8,#ffffff) !important}@media screen and (max-width:999px){.stk-15a1637{margin-bottom:80px !important}.stk-15a1637 .stk-block-heading__text{font-size:35px !important}}@media screen and (max-width:689px){.stk-15a1637{margin-bottom:60px !important}}<\/style><h2 class=\"stk-block-heading__text has-text-color has-palette-color-8-color has-text-align-center\">Hasta Hoy (Partici\u00f3n en 3 partes cronol\u00f3gicamente ordenadas de lo inevitable y redundante)<\/h2><\/div>\n<\/div><\/div><\/div>\n<\/div><\/div>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-stackable-spacer stk-block-spacer stk--no-padding stk-block stk-5464b11\" data-block-id=\"5464b11\"><style>.stk-5464b11{height:20px !important}@media screen and (max-width:999px){.stk-5464b11{height:10px !important}}<\/style><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p><strong><em>Parte I &#8211; La del comienzo<\/em><\/strong><br><br>Sigui\u00f3 las l\u00edneas preestablecidas sin cuestionarlas en lo m\u00e1s m\u00ednimo. \u00bfHipocres\u00eda?, \u00bfcomodidad?, \u00bfestupidez? No le importaba (y a nosotros tampoco nos deber\u00eda importar), pero estaba ah\u00ed y no hab\u00eda vuelta atr\u00e1s. Lo sab\u00eda y lo sent\u00eda (s\u00f3lo eso pod\u00eda explicar su coraz\u00f3n latiendo de ese modo). A pesar de no ser un cobarde, no se atrevi\u00f3 a reclamarle ni al ser que tanto le dio sin pedir nada a cambio, ni al mundo que tan amablemente lo cobij\u00f3 y supo ser su \u00fanico hogar. Apret\u00f3 su coraz\u00f3n (tem\u00eda que se le saliera del pecho), sell\u00f3 sus labios (eso era m\u00e1s que fundamental, dadas las circunstancias) y vivi\u00f3 la vida del modo m\u00e1s prolijo y sencillo posible. Para lograr eso, ahora parece obvio, le fue necesario tambi\u00e9n apretar muy fuerte los pu\u00f1os (y los dientes) en diversas ocasiones.<br><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong><em>Parte II &#8211; La del medio<\/em><\/strong><br><br>Nada estaba saliendo bien, al menos no para \u00e9l. Aunque quiz\u00e1s ser\u00eda justo relativizar un poco las cosas, despu\u00e9s de todo bien o mal es s\u00f3lo una cuesti\u00f3n de perspectiva y requiere de una visi\u00f3n global de las cosas a la que se puede aspirar (f\u00e1cilmente) pero no acercarse (realmente). Nunca se quej\u00f3 (recordemos que hab\u00eda sellado sus labios), y adem\u00e1s hab\u00eda un consuelo: con esos problemas ten\u00eda, al menos, algo en qu\u00e9 pensar. Y tener en qu\u00e9 ocupar la mente siempre es (relativamente) bueno y menos riesgoso que darle rienda suelta al volc\u00e1n de ideas (ciertas o imaginarias) que pueblan malignamente agazapadas en lo m\u00e1s rec\u00f3ndito del alma humana. Pero, hay que aceptarlo, en realidad todo eso de nada le serv\u00eda: no ve\u00eda sus errores. No era capaz de verlos. Sent\u00eda que hab\u00eda hecho todo del modo correcto, cre\u00eda haber realizado las cosas como las deb\u00eda hacer; todo estaba en su lugar, pero\u2026 en fin, a veces es tan f\u00e1cil so\u00f1ar y no despertar\u2026<br><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong><em>Parte III &#8211; La del final<\/em><\/strong><br><br>A\u00fan ten\u00eda pulso y la atm\u00f3sfera era parcialmente respirable (\u00bfqu\u00e9 m\u00e1s se puede pedir en estos d\u00edas?). Eso s\u00ed, la mano con la que sosten\u00eda el arma le temblaba a\u00fan un poco. En cambio la otra, la que manten\u00eda el vaso de whisky, estaba muy firme. De lejos, la imagen era curiosa: \u00e9l parec\u00eda estar apoy\u00e1ndose en el vaso, como si fuera ese su \u00fanico sost\u00e9n en este mundo (y quiz\u00e1s lo era).<br>El pelo revuelto y los ojos rojos (recordemos adem\u00e1s la mano temblorosa sosteniendo el arma, a\u00fan humeante), hac\u00edan que su aspecto general no sea el mejor. A esa altura su entendimiento real de la situaci\u00f3n era bastante precario, hay que reconocerlo. Aunque eso no le impidi\u00f3 un \u00faltimo y sincero acto de lucidez: un solo y decidido movimiento para zamparse de un trago lo que quedaba de whisky. Se limpi\u00f3 la boca con el dorso de la mano derecha, que a\u00fan sosten\u00eda el arma. Luego se sent\u00f3 en el piso, eligiendo el lugar para no mancharse con sangre y esper\u00f3, con la mente en blanco (al fin descansando), la llegada de lo inevitable.<br>A lo lejos, comenz\u00f3 a o\u00edrse el ruido de las sirenas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-stackable-spacer stk-block-spacer stk--no-padding stk-block stk-5cf90a3\" data-block-id=\"5cf90a3\"><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>BICHO REACTOR Hasta Hoy (Partici\u00f3n en 3 partes cronol\u00f3gicamente ordenadas de lo inevitable y redundante) Parte I &#8211; La del comienzo Sigui\u00f3 las l\u00edneas preestablecidas sin cuestionarlas en lo m\u00e1s m\u00ednimo. \u00bfHipocres\u00eda?, \u00bfcomodidad?, \u00bfestupidez? No le importaba (y a nosotros tampoco nos deber\u00eda importar), pero estaba ah\u00ed y no hab\u00eda vuelta atr\u00e1s. 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